where the underworld can meet the elite

42nd street

(come see it ;])

there are some things i truly believe in:

1. 70 degree, sunshiney weather makes everyone's lives a little better

2. dr. pepper has saved my life. 154 times

3. laughing with someone is just about second best to singing with someone

5. moments where you say the same thing at the same time with your best friend, are always super

5 (real). i just now realized that i'm so tired i went from 3 to 5

6. i miss kyle jaeger

7. you never know what will happen when you are a girl office aide

8. the world changes when my hair is straight, somehow

aaaaaaaaaand

SHOWA TIME

hello curls

when i'm with you i have fun

i absolutely adore music because it connects us all. i can't help but worry that things have changed, or that they will. but when its just you and me and a piano, or a guitar, or just a good song on the radio..i know its not that different at all. and any second thoughts, i forget. please write with me and be my harmony for always?

i haaaaate sleeeeeepin aloooooooooooone

at best its simulation

or can you set me free?

do what you feel now

the idea of not having to do the same ol lame ol 7:15 to 2:15 thing for school everyday makes me really happy. also making me happy are:

-vans oxfords

-webcam

-electric feel by mgmt

-dr. pepper

its easier to forget when you're busy

and right now, i think forgetting is best

but don't get me wrong. i still love you. i'm pretty sure you knew that already though

don't tell me i'm crazy for finding it so hard to forget

you know it was so real. but right now, i guess its another time to be quiet

i just hope you're smiling, for real, through and through, cause if you only knew your loveliness

i ain't gonna stop the rain by complainin

because i'm free!

we turn the wheel to which way we feel

til i'm lost and i cannot find you there.

its funny because contrary to my last post, this one isn't so sunshiney. its fair outside, yeah. but i don't feel great. it wouldn't have mattered to you before, you would cross the world for me then, but i don't think you would now. and i don't wanna think that's true. i guess that's why sometimes i just want to cry. walking away from something two people knew as perfect, seeing someone look at you and the good feelings they had for you disappear more and more every time until i wonder why i am still standing here drawing you pictures and wanting to hear you play music. you're so good at it all. such a charming person. and so skillful at walking away for whatever reason and coming back and taking my heart again when you please

not that i don't want you to have my heart

i do

and that's why i feel so stupid

stupid emily. but you'll never know the half of it, and i promised you that i'd always be this way, with this "spark" even if it doesn't work out. i promised before we even knew, but i'll still keep it. i remember everything i promised you

drive home, cry, take a nap

eat which wich and go to play practice

i don't think you'll call but i want you to prove me wrong

3 more months if it was meant to be

life goes on

sunshine is mighty fine

i gotta say

all i can think of is sunshine sunshine sunshine sunshine

it being more than 45 degrees (even though i had to use a spatula to scrape ice off my car this morning) makes me really really happy. like, lets wear a dress and smile a lot and turn up happy music kind of happy. mr. blue sky comes to mind especially :]

speaking of which

you've been quite the happy one lately. i don't really know why, but then when i think about it, i probably shouldn't wonder why too much. you being happy is what i ultimately want for you so, smile away! i love you all the same, but its so much lovelier to know that you're happy

i say yes to LIFE today

woopwoop!