today will change that

i wonder why,
it all seems so difficult for me. can't anything just work out without strangeness?
and why don't i ever seem to know what i want
unless i feel i can't have it

is that how it is most times?

i cannot wait until the day i see someone and they see me and we automatically understand. and know.


i want to meet someone
and know i want them and just them, and that i should be with them
and i want them to feel exactly the same right then

for once..










life is crazy